back home.

we did not had our frog porridge.

coz candice say is too far.

-_-

ya den ended up we slack at the same old mac.

haas.

no frog porridge.

den we had 4 large fries.

omg~

jinlong did msg me on mon asking me abt uni entry stuffs.

i onli realise his msg until just now when i was deleting my inbox.

blur me~

sorry cheyenne.

other den sorry.

i dunno wat else to say le.

i think its better for u not to waste time on me ba.

on the other hand.

i dont think u are my type ba.

i noe these words are hurting.

im really sorry.

i dont wish to hurt u.

coz i noe the feeling of getting hurt is terrible.

im really SORRY~

i tot i had already let go.

but den i realise i have not.

i still cant let go of the past.

yup i noe im silly.

i noe im stubborn.

looking back at the past.

i still can cry for u.

hais.

i dont understand y guys can just change overnight.

i still can rmb the past clearly.

the first day i met u.

the song u sang at the pub.

the first msg u sent me.

they way u looked disappointed when u heard ppl wana noe me.

the way u hold my hands.

the way u looked aft holding my hand.

the words u said aft holding my hand.

the way u look shy.

the promises u made.

the words u said to me.

the effort u made to meet me up although u are busy with ur work.

hais.

all these are still so clear in my mind.

im here thinking so much.

but u on the other side?

i doubt so ba.

perhaps u already forget who am i?

thanks for ignoring my msg.

kinda disappointed ba.

tot we still can be friends.

tats wat u told me.

but..

well~

i still hope to hear from u soon.

(:

yup i may look alright.

but when im emo.

always they are there with me.

they are the ones tat always see me cry.

now~

i really dunno how to go on with my life.